"Fuck" and "You"
Dear Attorneys General, everybody whoever;
Since Keith doesn't accept emails, i guess i'll send it out everywhere i can, as i struggle to communicate through dialogue, phone, and worksheets/forms it's a part of my Severe and Persistent Mental Illness. I do better (not the best) with written communication. I have PTSD/DID. Been homeless for a year. Seeing i wasn't crazy to have called it fraud after all.
I was molested at 8, and blackmailed. The internet became a venue for the grooming to continue and the worst part is my parents blame me for my own original trauma!!
I’m Dayton, a Minnesotan who’s been chewed up and spit out by this state for two years straight. I’m not begging—I’m demanding you do something about the system that’s failed me. My whole life’s been a revolving door of no home, no safety, and no justice. I lived in 5 houses by the time I was 11 years old. My mom psychosexually abused me at 15, a crescendo of psychological abuse from 11 when i told her i was crossdressing again and about the molestation. My parents, assuming my trauma an "attitude issue" started kicking me out at 16, left me to survive on the floor of a holiday inn parking garage where I almost died once—near-death, no exaggeration. Just one night at a time until 18 years old... Minnesota law says parents owe you shelter till 18. My sister witnessed, my extended family heard about it. Where was the state then? Nowhere. Now I’m past the two-year civil limit and seven-year criminal one for neglect, and I’m still paying the price.
i began meth at 18 when they kicked me out permanently and looked for any protection i could get. i don't remember much from this time of my life, other than not to walk away with a front from the cartel because they literally take fingers off.
My rights were violated again when two detectives ordered a search on my car at 20+ years old, from parked, in a parking lot, on private property - saying they smelled something they never found evidence of. Another violation of my right that my parents endorsed, ambivalence as to its legality. No charges were brought. I was forced to leave my uncles though, my parents glad. Glad my rights were violated? No, glad my uncle lost his apartment.
I'm 33 years old and this might be my final year on this planet, thanks to senate democrats and the fraud they have allowed - me and many others, as we go below freezing this week again.
The people i ask for help from abuse me and make them the only ones i can ask. My extended family is ghosted. My immediate family is painful. I have trauma asking for help and Ramsey County and St Paul Social Security determination services have re-traumatized me by leaving me out in the winter last year and again this year, though IF THE GOVERNMENT SHUTDOWN CONTINUES I WILL DIE. This comes at great cost and injury.
My mental health—a diagnosed personality disorder and severe, persistent illness—is the wreckage of that abandonment. I can’t hold a job or a home for five years straight because my brain’s wired to survive, not thrive. I applied for disability benefits, and the Social Security Administration may have had the nerve to call my abusers—my parents—and believed their lies over my truth. They say I'm fine, just “dramatic” and "playing victim" and hope that's not what they told the SSA. They just denied me. That’s not a mistake; that’s a violation of my rights under the ADA and disability laws. I’m not a fraud. I’m a survivor the state keeps punishing.
I haven't relapsed on meth and it's almost like they WANT ME TO with demanding i stand and stay the night in open air drug markets instead of my jeep. I haven't done meth since 2012-2013. I even quit drinking again last year, July. If i lie and say i need addiction help i can get a free place to stay for 3 months, but i am punished for being a law abiding citizen, sir.
PUNISHED TO DEATH.
I’ve tried playing nice, staying honest, not gaming the system like others do. I could’ve lied, faked accents, double-dipped at pantries—but I didn’t. And what do I get? Blamed for not “complying” when the services don’t even show up. It’s sick. The state’s letting NGOs and bureaucrats pocket money meant for people like me, while I’m left with nothing but scars.
I’m done being invisible. I’m setting boundaries now—calm, clear, and non-negotiable. Investigate SSA for siding with abusers over disabled Minnesotans. Demand emergency housing for citizens like me who’ve been unhoused since childhood. Enforce disability laws so I’m not begging for what’s mine. SSA not being accessible to be navigated by those with executive dysfunction (like me with Dissociative Identity Disorder, who would need a navigator) is the same type of problem a business front lacking a ramp is. This is killing people like me and allowing for the exploitation of a vulnerable class and I’m not fading away. You owe me answers, action, or an explanation why I’m worth less than a form letter.
I have not had an apartment in my name alone ever in my life. I only had an apartment in 2024 bc my ex paid rent at two places - hoping social security would realize the situation and i could get help getting back to life. I'm 33 years old and i have had 2 years of solitude in my entire life, 2024 and 2025.
I have been taken advantage of in the past, including recent past where someone tagged along after we were in an IRTs making me think they actually loved me and had everything to save me and fix the system. From eight years old until now, i've learned them convincing me they "understand" and "will never hurt me" always means "if i do what they say and stay quiet". Have I mentioned the Democrats remind me of abusers???
As a transwoman, I'm plan C for everyone in my life.
so.
If i die, i hope any life insurance contract will be void since no one is trying to keep me alive right now and they ought to if they have a policy outlining the damages they will say they had no ability to stop. I hope anyone with life insurance on me is put in prison instead of awarded.
This year i've learned Minnesota lets its own drown, before admitting any fault. This is why I voted for Trump.
I have just two dying words for MN and senate democrats:
"fuck" and "you"
And, for you:
"peace" and "out"
Sincerely,
Dayton Katzenberger
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Sent from my iPhone
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